Situation Ep 1

Last night,I was at F's...Nice evening,good food ,good good all the way. The game between us has started month ago, in fact the first day we ve met, I could felt the tension!Few months later here we are,...HERE!!!but Where???The moment when bodies take over to play the lovers game...

F gots it all ,nice ,sweet ,patient , gentle and hella gorgeous makes me laugh,makes me feel special but those hands on me aren't the one I want on me, those lips aren't really making my body shaking...I know it could be perfect if my heart was empty!!!

And here I am in the middle of this loft, holding somebody in my arms and it hits me again ,all of a sudden ,I am deeply lonely and sadness rushes over me!!!I can't even play the game anymore... I gotta escape from this...

That's the funny part (for me at least),I kissed F's forehead and said:"Sorry ,it's not you ,it's me,I gotta go...Sorry!". It sounds like a movie dialog...

It is kind of scaring me because normally I would have hit that ,I don't know what's wrong with me, I guess

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